Why is it when I go public and say things are going to be different, they get HARDER??! Anyone else notice that? I'm sure this week had WAY more temptation (and "good excuses") than ever before!
But I'm beginning to wonder if my focus right now is all wrong. I've been wracking my brain as to why it's been so much more difficult to resume journalling and counting points (after what has turned into a 3-month "break") than it ever was to start in the first place. And as hesitant as I am to say this,
You have no idea how weird it is for me to say something like that. Well, those of you who know me in "real life" might ~ I just don't say things like this. Like, EVER. Either it's never happened before or I just haven't felt comfortable talking about it. You just don't hear Tammi talking about how God's working and moving in her life.
So it's definitely been a strange week, but I'm really sensing the need to shift my focus ENTIRELY. Not just in how I approach weight loss and overall health, but on what area of my life I'm focusing altogether.
Obviously, I don't want to balloon up like a hippo, but for now, "dieting" is just not going to be a priority. Nor is posting about my never-ending struggle with it. I need to get some other things in my life straightened out right now.
Live Well Wednesdays has been an incredible source of information and encouragement and I've met a lot of wonderful women here. To those of you whom I only "chat" with here at LWW each week, I will miss you. I will miss participating each Wednesday. I hope someday I will be back.